A Different Genre

Just that busy.

2011-06-14T15:03:00.001-07:00

I have just been that busy. Working on marketing plan. Novel is coming along well. Traveling a lot this summer and there's a lot to prepare for. It's a thing called terrifying, and a lot about his teeth. I love this blog but I may start clean. I don't want to lose anything.

That's it, though. I don't want to lose anything. And there's not much left to gain. I'm finally happy and every thing's going to be shaken. There's no fairness there.

Eating chocolate and Altoid's as usual. Went trail riding. Did things. Doing things. Anyone reading this can't expect much or anything from me, but once my novel is published you'll never hear the end of it. It has to sell, see. You'd break a boy's heart otherwise.

Deathly Hallows

2010-11-11T11:05:00.000-08:00

How could I not? How could I not address it? I am rereading the 7th book, learning about all the symbolism, deciphering metaphors, and most importantly rekindling the love and devotion that's bound me to my life saving hero, Harry Potter.

Reserving my premier tickets was a stressful experience; even though I did it over a week ago there were phone calls to make, and in the time it took to fill in credit card information my fav theater sold out =.= I did eventually get my ticket, though! I'm excited to go.

Writing University essays, too. About Journeys, accomplishments, experiences... and Harry's in all of them. At some point. Unavoidable.

Psycho boys galore, now that's what we've been lookin' for!

2010-09-24T09:33:00.000-07:00

Reading proper material lately:

I AM NOT A SERIAL KILLER by Dan Wells
INVISIBLE by Pete Hautman
HAWKES HARBOR by S.E. Hinton

Reading about psycho boyz and writing about psycho boyz at the same time has been feeling calmer and better than I have in a while... I just finished INVISIBLE, and I predicted at about page 10 that Andy was either imaginary or dead. I was right about both :-) I guess it's a nice twist, having both. Now I've got to wait a bit longer before I reread THE HANGING WOODS, as it's all in the same genre.... correctly predicting INVISIBLE has me really appreciating how subtle THE HANGING WOODS is... Kudos, Scott. MR. MONSTER will be out soon. That one I'm buying. I'm not done reading HAWKES HARBOR yet. I'm trying to take it slow cuz I love it so darn much.

Still final drafting my novel. Luck to me. *gulp* writing a story is so damn hard... it really shouldn't be, it's been around so long. But it is.

Candle Wax

2010-05-10T13:04:00.000-07:00

On his face, dried, may make no difference.

Moving conceptual posts to this blog again.

" '...Talk. Talk about the things you really want said. Don't tell me about your family, your childhood, your friends or your feelings. Tell me about the things you think.' "

--Howard Roark, The Fountainhead

What do you think?

Rimbaud

2010-03-30T12:39:00.000-07:00

I went to a used bookstore today. They did not have Rimbaud's poetry in english or french. Nor did they have his biography in english, or Total Eclipse. But they had his biography in French!!! A real old one, too. For five bucks! So... I got it. the biography I'm reading from the library is great, and from an award winning biography. They had his biography of Victor Hugo there... I would buy the biography I have from the library, too. It's that good. But mostly I'm disappointed not to find Rimbaud's actual writing in French. That's most important to me now. Creepily enough, I found the Black Stallion on DVD but it wasn't the movie... apparently there was a TV series!! That gives me the chills, but I bet it's cool. They also had a great copy of the Wizard of OZ, and I FINALLY found the Eddie Dickens Trilogy, but I've decided to get those from the library. Anyway, back to work....

Total Eclipse

2010-03-13T11:21:00.001-08:00

The last several months have been me flying in and out of several types of writer's blocks that I didn't even know exist, let alone was able to diagnose. However, this finally changed after seeing clips of the film TOTAL ECLIPSE on youtube. Arthur Rimbaud not only a sex symbol, but my inspiration. Seeing him played by the baby faced precocious Leonardo Dicaprio drove me right back into my proper place as a NOVELIST. Watching small clips each day kept my going, it was my air and water. TOTAL ECLIPSE is laced with the gift, the force, the intangible thing that I've fought to capture my whole life. So you can see why I was devastated to find that even the clips on youtube have been removed... by the user. I'm flailing, desperate to see the film again--, but it's nowhere to be found. My local rental store has closed down, and I'm broke and stranded at home. What can I do?

I've spent my last pennies on a controversial translation of Rimbaud's poetry, which I'll be receiving in the mail. Oh the desperation.

My kitten is darker

2010-02-10T09:29:00.000-08:00

And bigger. I'm pretty sure he's a siamese-maine coon cross, now. Only nine months old and already bigger than my senior kitty. Anyway, I know I haven't posted in a long while. Things have been remarkably hectic. Alan and I were up at three AM this morning--, but it wasn't a bust. I got about a page and a half and he got a little less irritated. Finished another moleskine. I can't wait to start my new one but I'm waiting until my birthday to do that. Mickey and I did start MM journals, and I finished mine. You can see it at this link: youtube.com/user/shethewriter

I have a lot going on as usual, trying to focus on schoolwork and the latest novel. Starting up some new projects this month. Mickey's not using the internet anymore which is wicked crazy and I don't know what to do with myself. Me and Alan are both kind of pissed at everyone we know right now. Poor us, we the abandoned, blah blah blah.

I really need to send a message to Angel. I hope her and the baby are doing great. She hasn't been in for a while so I feel really out of touch, even with everything that's going on. I signed up to edit the latest lit mag issue but I was never given the manuscript, so I don't know what's in it. But I plan on going to the reception anyway.

I took both my kitties to the vet recently and they came out with a clean bill of health, except that Kish-Mish has been prescribed chew sticks so that he can teethe, as he is an oriental cat. Also his doctor recommended I do some advanced training with him, because he's so intelligent. And I have been doing it. He's learning fetch, how to walk on a leash, and I taught him that if he wants something he should grab my hand with his paws. This has been working so well! The other day he wanted be to open the door for him so he scratched at it and touched my hand right away. I did not even have to prompt him. And he's undergoing toilet training, too. God I hope that works.

Bessboos, after about eleven years, is finally starting to use his litter box properly. And for the first time in years he's shown interest in toys, so he plays now. I still feel he is lonely without Biscotti, though, and Kish-Mish just bothers him all day. But he's certainly a happy orange cat.

I can't wait to make videos with all the stuff I trained Kish-Mish to do. Youtube eats that stuff up.

Journal Pages

2009-12-03T11:50:00.001-08:00

KISH MISH MADE A MESS THIS MORNING

Mickey and I are going to start MM journals soon! I can't wait to get my new moleskine. but anyway, I'm almost finished with my first one, so I thought I should post up some pages before I move on to the next one:

or... not

the uploader says my files are in the wrong format. whatever. this blogger thing is starting to get annoying. i mean it's classy but it's not very practical. well at least I can show you another few pictures of my Kish-Mish! :D

here he is on the toilet:

as you can see, his tail is an anomaly. I believe his is part fox.

btw, if you're reading this, I'm starting my first youtube channel! yay. so i'll do my cool VIDEO blogging there: youtube.com/user/shethewriter

Kish Mish

2009-11-19T18:06:00.000-08:00

that's my new kitty! his name is KISH MISH.
and oh, oh, poor Alan, she wrote: fictionbomb.blogspot.com

Biscotti

2009-10-17T11:13:00.001-07:00

The agonizing search for 8 year old Biscotti has ended. This entire time I searched he was curled up in a corner of the basement and had died in his sleep, thankfully. I'm royally pissed because after all this time I wanted to see him so bad and now I can't because he's ashes. If I had been able to get in the basement I would have seen him and had it taken care of right away instead of letting him rot for two weeks. But I couldn't venture there because there were too many webs and father decided to wait those two weeks to clean that out. I went to driving school and supposedly my parents had him cremated while I was gone. I can't believe the most special thing I've done for him is have him cremated and I didn't even get to be there. I can't believe I just went through those two weeks of complete agony because my dad is lazy. I can't believe no one is going to read this, and I can't believe I can't remember the last time I saw him and I know I won't see him again. My older cat is still alive, now a walking corpse, and never expressed anything except joy now that he's finally getting the attention he deserves. I just found out that I've been walking on my friend's grave for two weeks last night and mom can't believe I'm still torn up over it. She couldn't believe I was upset yesterday, either, after I'd only cried for about twenty minutes. I sort of knew this whole time he must be dead because there's no other explanation why he wouldn't come home, he loves me too much, loved me too much, but him being in the house was my greatest fear even though he was calm asleep and not trapped, which really is a very happy relief, although it's odd that such a young cat could die in his sleep. I never him took him for a check up. I feel like I've just woken up from the best most vivid dream of my life, I had it and now it's gone, and I can't get it back at all, and no one else cares because they didn't have the dream.

Why didn't my parents let me see him where he lay in the basement? Why didn't they fucking clear it earlier so I could have seen him in his last sleep before two weeks of deterioration? Why didn't they even ask or consider if I wanted to see him? Why can't they read my blog in the first place? Maybe then they'd be a little more sensitive, or at least understand that I'm a human being. But whatever, I'm glad they don't. My miraculous dream has been reduced to thirteen pictures, two video clips, and a metaphysical promise that my non existent son is taking care of my non existent cat in heaven. At least I know what happened to him, and at least I know it wasn't bad. Never mind that I lost him so early and my parents are negligent gits who don't care about how I'm feeling. Never mind that I didn't get to see him in his last sleep. Never mind that they didn't ask me if I wanted to. Never mind if my dad lied and actually tossed him in the trash, although I doubt that because the van smells like dead cat. Never mind that while I was listening to driving techniques my baby was burning, and never mind that I've been walking atop him all this agonizing time I was searching, that he was accessible and I didn't know it, that he is now inaccessible, never mind that my dad doesn't want me to get another kitten, never mind that I know I want to even though I know I can't replace him, never mind that because everything else is perfect. Except the meanwhile, which is that Alan's nightmares are no longer him on an intersection but him on a railroad track.

my kitty is missing

2009-10-05T19:51:00.001-07:00

ah NNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONONONONONONONO

Day of non-violence.

2009-10-02T11:22:00.001-07:00

today is the day of non violence. happy day of non violence, everybody. somewhere somebody is dying...

okayokay i'll stop. i get to head into chapter four today with alan. also btw he's got himself a chick. awwww....

there's a regular malchick in this cafe i study at and he must be bulemic. he's skinny skinny and he eats eats eats so MUCH and he goes to the bathroom all the time. anyway.

Writing the Novel Scene by Scene

2009-09-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

When you're writing a novel scene by scene, the general visualization process can be mapped as follows:

I know the picture isn't very clear; click on it and your browser will give you a much more detailed depiction.

Anyway, the general idea is that what you've written is mapped out in a winding line which is soon muddled by all the detailed visuals and possibilities for what you want in the next immediate scene. But then as you move down it gets more and more ambiguous and what exact scenes will show up in the story, but all the chunks represent motifs and details you know you'll have to include no matter what goes on.

I finally drew this after spending a few hours on just one page today for Alan's book. In my head I'm getting so much farther than I expect, but on the paper I'm moving at a snail's pace. I've got to think about each possibility before I use it, throw some out. I'll still have to write out a ton of drafts and write at least a dozen possibilities, but my mind can clear out at least a few hundred of them before I write. So there's at least an hour of visualization before I relaly dig into the writing, and as a single scene progresses and I get a clearer idea of what I'm doing each writing session, that visualization process takes less time. It's a tricky thing, knowing before you tackle each scene that you'll have to go back to the drawing board when it comes to imagining possibilities, but I think it's my favorite part of writing because when it happens consistently I think that's my brain telling me that I've currently got the best grip on the story that I'm going to get, and to have fun with it.

Plus it allows you to see motifs. When I out my possibilities, I notice that so many of the paths I think about involve violence, emotional outbursts or escape from violence. But if I have more characters involved, most of the paths get caught up in humorous dialogue. So sometimes it's very painful and sometimes it's a big hassle, but it's nice to be able to identify how I write.

There's no one I can speak to. I haven't spoken to anyone in. There's no one I can speak to.

~Link Recommendation: www.thehungersite.com

I've been nominated!

2009-08-27T23:04:00.000-07:00

for an award! a prestigious award! which i can't give details about because it would reveal my hometown!!!!!!

curious? give me a ring.

yes Alan's doing just fine. Just fine.

going nocturnal

2009-08-21T19:56:00.000-07:00

no really, fasting rolls around and here i am sleeping all day and working all night, here's my break to blogging, Alan meeting me in my sleep to tell me about
broccoli?
and common kidnapping fears. Roger interrupting us because he doesn't wanna be the bad guy but doesn't wanna be the victim, ya know? because he's convinced that sex is evil. and here is Neko in the middle of all of it. but lots of studying, lots of work to do.
SUCH THE BIGGEST PITY THAT I HAVE TO MISS OUT ON THIS BEAUTIFUL WEATHER
but she's so good at schedule changes. she's so good. three AM every morning was a piece of cake and this is pie. creme cream pie. what is creme? what is cream? journal break later. gotta do boring study now. kitten. aaaawwwww

Spanking Shakespeare

2009-08-10T09:55:00.000-07:00

um. yeah. it's a new book.

so lately a lot of my literary absorption has been about stupid teen boys seeking sexual fulfillment. lolz. it's really hilarious. we all need a little light reading from time to time, don't you think?

and somehow, even though i would say it's gone completely out of character for me, i've been addicted the the OURON HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB. it's really great to reexperience obsessive anime watching, very nostalgic, but i never would have thought i'd get into something so light hearted and hilarious. i guess when you stop taking something seriously it becomes a lot better. that must be why i stopped watching Full Metal Alchemist. I know I'll take it way too seriously.

well, mickey died of the blogosphere, dunno why i keep hanging around... especially because i'm no longer a big internet person. i mean i don't spend any time on any social networking. i watch stuff on youtube, read RSS feeds, and listen to talk shows. and blog a little. that's pretty much all i do online, i don't even chat anymore, although i do use my email from time to time.

thanks

2009-07-23T09:57:00.000-07:00

everybody for asking where he is and being oh so concerned. but for the notice, i found him. checkie the bloggie-->fictionbomb.blogspot.com

EMERGENCY NOTICE

2009-07-19T11:21:00.001-07:00

ALAN IS MISSING.

I MUST EXAMINE THE COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS IN SEARCH OF MY SON. PLEASE SEARCH YOUR CONSCIOUS THOUGHTS. IF ALAN HAS MADE ANY SORT OF APPEARANCE WHATSOEVER PLEASE CONTACT ME AT NEKOTHENINJA@GMAIL.COM

I DO NOT HAVE WRITER'S BLOCK BUT I HAVE TO FIND ALAN. I DON'T KNOW WHERE HE'S GONE BUT HE MUST BE SOMEWHERE HIDDEN IN AWARENESS. IF YOU KNOW OR HAVE EVER HEARD OF ALAN THEN PLEASE JOIN THE SEARCH.

HALF BLOOF PRINCE

2009-07-15T09:52:00.000-07:00

so the movie was phenomenal, probably my favourite even though the sixth is one of my least favorite books in the series. It was surprisingly accurate, maybe the most accurate, and incredibly well made. I almost like it better than the book. O.o definately one of the best films I've ever seen. It was incredibly well balanced. I had a few problems with it, but they weren't already problems I had with the book, so it's my problem. The acting has improved enormously. Of course I want to say it's the best movie yet but I'll have to look at it in retrospect. All the movie have a specifically sentimental meaning to every fan but as a movie I truly think this one is the best. it had a wonderful aesthetic, too. Can't wait to see it again!!!!

~Link Recommendation: www.woot.com

I'm back!

2009-07-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

back where I was! at least I think I am. Alan says we'll be stuck there forever. He and his simultaneous ways....

I'm going to see my illustrator's gallery today, and I'm more than excited. I have a distant relative visiting as well. Things are going good. Except that I'm back at home. But for being at home, things are going good. however, the ant infestation on my desk has festered since I was gone. I miss my Macbook, even, I've been so busy. well I've still got some unpacking to do, I mean everything's out, but disorganized. I really need a new planner. I'm sort of excited to get one.

~Link Recommendation: www.givoogle.com

I have Synesthesia!

2009-06-29T16:23:00.000-07:00

ain't that grand? I've been looking to explain the symptoms for ages. check it out:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synesthesia

busybusy college

2009-06-26T21:42:00.000-07:00

first weekend in college, helluva busy. gunna try to edit/post video of chicago week one. tons of writing done. Alan story stagnant.

Alan himself in his element, but still pining like always. he is happiness. he's love.

so much to say about what's going on. thank God for the convenience of video capture. it's good. everything is good. work work gogogo good. some really rude kids. some really awesome kids. movemovemove. their souls breathing with and around me.

all Alan wants is Home. wearing my fish pants.

I WON'T BE THERE FOR POTTERCAST? Z?

2009-06-16T18:34:00.000-07:00

Pottercast is actually going to be at my favourite library in my hometown but I....

will be in the major city of Chicago. Nevermind I'll be missing my illustrator's first in-residence day at the same time....

but johnny dear JOHNNY THE HOMICIDAL MANIAC! I FOUND A COPY!

long out of print, this graphic novel has evaded my grasp for many years.

but today, upon casually browsing a bookstore that i had already searched several times for the book, i found it and purchased it immediately. thank God I had money for it.

gotta pack, gotta leave in two days, all of a hurry,

my poor son with a bloody slit in between his ribs: i can count with my eyes.

does the question go something like

2009-06-15T14:37:00.000-07:00

why haven't you updated in so long?

coz Mickey died off the blogosphere, that's why. but i've still been updating my other blog: fictionbomb.blogspot.com

anyway, leaving for my trip in just a few days, too much to do. chapter two still stagnant but it's only my fault. go on and check out the new HBP TV spots on youtube. can't wait for new potter film. rereading them all but i'm only on the second :O

filling in margins of old journals eyes stuck confused and Roger was least dangerous while holding a gun. i'm sosososo dizzy. what? what? yeah i'm busy. Alan is asleep aaawwwwww

Dad didn't like The Dark Knight. QUOI?

~Link Recommendation: www.givesmehope.com

Rollin's LIAR and Rodda's books

2009-05-15T12:33:00.001-07:00

today i'm reviewing a song. it's a new song i've heard just the other day, and it bridges the gap between beautiful, dynamic rock, and just insane throat ripping cheese emo metal.

but this song is really good. it's a little bit appealing in every way. a little sexy, a little psycho. i mean, i've heard tons of psycho metal before, but this has a really unique sound to it.

every time the man confesses he's a liar in that guttural scream, i feel like he's really confessing something else.

anyway, i finally got around the starting the fifth Rowan book. I'm trying to leap back into more middlegrade literature. in most cases, it can be very inspirational, once you get past the writing. however, this particular book (Rowan and the Ice Creepers) really takes the cake.

of course with each volume in the series, the writing gets a little more focused, and the character himself matures. but in this case i've seen an enormous, shockingly impressive change from book four to five. it's noticeable from page one.

Rodda has this way of slowly, silently, and carefully crafting the worlds her characters inhabit without letting the reader be too conscious of the development. i've always felt that takes away from the story as a whole, but it always makes for a better climax. in this case it's obvious she's done a wonderful job. i'm only a few chapters into this last book and it's excellent.

it's hard to talk about Rodda as a writer because it's hard for me to differentiate between the styles in her two major works (as promoted in the US) which would be all the deltora books, as well as Rowan's series. while I know that Rowan's books are older by far, it's hard to see a big improvement between the two in terms of writing. part of that comes from the fact that the stories are almost incomparable. which says something in her favor about how distinctly she can create her settings. after all, there's both simple fantasies which focus on character archetypes. there's only so much you can say about that. but Rowan's development as a character is very inspiring. Sure she's gone international, but I think Rodda deserves a little more credit for what she does. i want to say that she should improve her writing, but after seeing that her potential is clearly much higher than i thought, i have to ask myself why she didn't apply the extent of her skills in later books. (btw, Mick, if ur reading this, u haven't checked the blogosphere in like two decades)!

~Link Recommendation: www.fmylife.com

L: Change the World

2009-04-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

So I saw it last night, and it was really good. I'm in Chemistry class right now trying to pay attention, so this review might seem kind of half baked.

But anyway, aside from the beginning, it was wonderfully shot. The sets captured the same tone as the original two movies. They might have been able to pull off the beginning if the lighting was better, or if the symptoms of the plague weren't so gratuitous. I'll talk about the plague later.

As most Death Note fans know, the movie was created in an effort to develop L's character, and I think they did that very well. They managed to preserve what we were used to while gently exposing a fresher, more relatable side to his personality. It was well executed and very convincing. Kudos to the actor, and not just cuz of his looks. In fact, all the actors did really well. I was a little distracted by the evil woman just because I've seen her in Rush Hour Three. (I'm about 98% sure it was the same actress).

The actor playing the girl had a very tricky role, and she was splendid at it. There were a lot of moments in the script that could have been awful if not for her acting skills.

In terms of the motives of the antagonists in this film, it followed the familiar theme of Destroying Humanity For The Sake Of Humanity. I think it worked, but only because that motive is already associated to Death Note, so the parallel between this and Light's motives convinced the hardcore fans.

THE PLAGUE: okay... like I said before, the symptoms were fast acting and gratuitous. It was really too gross but at the same time, after the blazingly awful beginning, it didn't get in the way too much. And it didn't look fake (later in the movie). Maybe that's why it was so gross.

THE SHOWDOWN: I thought it was set up wonderfully but the dialogue between L and the woman was disappointing. L is usually way more brief and badass when it comes to showdown dialogue, while still being able to provide insight. In this movie I felt like he lacked insight at the end.

I did LOVE the incorporation of L's protege at the end. And the ANGEL CREPE truck provided an intriguing and aesthetic motif.

One of my very favorite shots (there were so many), was the one where L is about the burn the Death Note and it pans out to reveal Ryuk. It was so saturated and dark.

Anyway, I've got my lunch break now, so I gotta go :) Loved the film.

~Link Recommendation: www.candybarlab.com

mom broke her foot.

2009-04-22T21:03:00.000-07:00

and she's also a genius. because she said a something. and now i'm going to write chapter one for a TWELFTH time. a whole. nother. level.

we cluster

oooooh this new chapter one...i just finished a new beautiful rewrite today. but i'm going to rewrite it again. and this time it might be twenty pages. or fifteen. more different than i thought it needed to be. oh, but sososo beautiful.

just another thing added to these ghastly two weeks of so much work. i mean, i thought, oh, it's finally done....

but i've gotta rewrite it....

tonight i was working on my clockwork orange project. it's too late to start rewriting the chapter again. or, more like, adding to it. the new version i have is good but i want to delete the very last bit and make it LONG, change it GOOD, draw it HARD.

ROGER. you beautiful man.

still so much more to do. still gotta read that graphic novel for history. all others finished. welllll

gotta take care of house. alan. roger in hospitol. alan in limbo. love him for me.

ugh

2009-04-18T07:24:00.000-07:00

english teacher totally put me off. i was gunna make a movie for alex and now i have to do a time wasting lame ass project.i can't even talk about it much or i'll get more angry. can't afford anger this weekend.

plus there's ANOTHER english project due monday.

mick i'm so sorry i don't think i can make it to the show and i'm really pissed about it but we'll just have to see. i'll try to call you and maybe visit .

The Road

2009-04-12T17:16:00.000-07:00

finished reading it.

probably one of the saddest books i've ever read. I think I've only cried harder for Potter.

never get the names of the characters, and still you get attached. very distinct. loved this book. can't even really talk about. can't stop crying either. HAven't read much of anything like it. maybe i'll be able to understand it better when i'm not so emotional. the pages are curled and salty with tears now. i think this is one of those books that's gunna haunt me for a few days. ooooooooooohhh boy.

don't think i can afford this just now. but hey, anything for the sake of absorbing literature.

I definately recommend this book to everyone... the subject matter is intense but it's a light read. still have to study for chemistry and write an essay and rewrite chapter one. so little time and i'm feeling sick. not ready for school tommorow at all, everything around me is a mess.

Clockwork Orange

2009-04-06T13:40:00.000-07:00

dressed up as Alan all day looked acted spoke like him so much harder than i thought no one noticed any difference and here i sit.

reading clockwork orange.

best. freakiest. damn. book. ever.

it's about a sexy rapist. with a funny looking eye and an obsession with classical music. i mean, the guy jacks off to it.

i have to make a presentation for it for school and all my ideas thus far are SCARY.

called a fire department for Alan, they gave me another number, i called it, was given another, called it, left a message, got a call back during class, couldn't get it, left another voicemail, tried calling back, didn't work. stupid fucking french teacher i'm looking at her right now i hate her. gave us an hour of homework tonight and wouldn't let me answer the phone. i told her it was the FIRE DEPARTMENT. and then she wasted time talking about how i (Alan) waste time. poor Alan.

Changeling

2009-03-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

so i saw the movie CHANGELING and it was about kidnapped lads and it was totally legit. i mean the flashbacks weren't misty and ambiguous and crap.
i mean it was dead on wonderful. and the acting was like, mind blowing. great stuff.

made me think of roger. made me think of roger a lot.
anyway i encourage everyone to go out and see it because it's amazing. and uh.... i have a piano lesson soon that i don't want to go to and i haven't even eaten or showering or changed or squat. my spring break has been cascading downhill coz my parents are making me baby sit at seven AM every morning and god it sucks i can't even sleep in for crying out loud. i'm royally pissed off but whatever it's not as though they give a damn. gotta go.

Brooklyn Dreams

2009-03-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

read it read it. it's very good.

spring break started and now i've got a ton of plans. i'm excited to get crap done. i have to clean my room first it's like a cesspool in here. then i've gotta write write write. alan wants to go out really bad, see some stuff. i'm going to take him out for a night on the town. gotta go gotta go.

STOP IT, MACHALE!

2009-02-26T15:31:00.000-08:00

i'm getting really irritated with the PENDRAGON series because as you all know the story is phenomenal but the writing is SO FREAKING BAD and you'd think i'd get used to flinching my way through it all but THEN I SAW THIS:

"...it is our duty to insure that Halla continues to exist..."

i mean give me a BREAK, machale! i'm probably the last reader whose stuck with you this long despite your sloppy and unorganized prose. i can't even begin to describe how bad it is. here's a tip: try reading ALOUD before you send it to the publisher, machale. you might be surprised by how bad it sounds and be tempted to change a few things.

in his favor, the guy can really construct a good story. and the fact that it shines through such terrible writing really says something. but i mean, come on.

so a character finds out she's gunna die and she doesn't even care? and then the protagonist is getting all over emotional even though he barely knows the chick and doesn't even have a taste for her? gee.

good story, though, good freaking story.

Alice Cooper

2009-02-22T08:29:00.000-08:00

all my attention these days, tries to concentrate.

i'm sure everyone's heard about mickey's art getting aired on TV, congrats to her! and she's getting commissioned this summer for sure. :)

IF

2009-02-17T07:58:00.000-08:00

If you're freezing cold, you want the burn.

if you're freezing cold, and someone pours acid on you, it burns. burns warm hot and painful. do you want the pain if it means you'll be warm?

sounds like a bad manga translation.

but i'm all ice under acid.

Nerdfighter

2009-02-10T13:33:00.001-08:00

I am nothing

2009-02-04T06:10:00.000-08:00

I am the third wheel.

utilized, thrown out.

?

2009-02-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

sharp mouse, i say, sixty dollars, he replies, says he's got money, translation job means one thousand dollars, as though i didn't do it myself, i get a smile worth more than a thousand,
birthday wishes, hits and misses, having lunch, chinese history all mixed in with friendship and security, out riding, bike riding, Alan screaming for something, anything,
ANYTHING,
here i sit.

A Nasty Kind of Something-UPDATE

2009-01-21T16:52:00.000-08:00

something nasty, something strange, some wicked kind of anger, kissing the edges of my thoughts, mumbling whispering confusion, what confusion, i am balanced, out here i am balanced, i must be balanced, there can be no confusion, i want to wash it away, but it sticks, (again), kissing the edges of my thoughts.

UPDATE: Today I found a tumbleweed, a real live tumbleweed. It was tumbling, and it was a weed. I have it on my desk now in class and I want to put google eyes on it, take it out for walks with a leash. My creative writing teacher is going to make me write about women. ugh.

check

2008-12-24T22:15:00.001-08:00

fictionbomb.blogspot.com

Somebody's wearing black today

2008-12-09T08:13:00.000-08:00

He's wearing black today. Give me black today.
There, again, missed school, purse like Chinese take out box, his shoes tapping mine why?
He's a contradiction.
I got a choker!!!!!!
yes, i am a kitten, i am a pet, all day. needs some ears and tail and little bell.

Neko got robbed :(

2008-12-01T14:31:00.000-08:00

I guess when I was at the bookstore and like an idiot I must have set my wallet down with a pile of books and someone took it. I looked forever and asked the front desk if it had been turned in, and it had, and when they gave it back to me, it was empty.
The douche bag even took my gift card
SEVENTY DOLLARS CASH I had saved up for months just for that trip to the bookstore.

Also on Thanksgiving I got stranded in a cold place for hours rather than being at home with my family and other shit happened but I don't have time to complain about it.
busybusy. scared as hell about my presentation for Alan.

Just found out I have a poetry reading tommorow as well. Someone must have forgotten to send me a letter or something....
okay I'm still really pissed but I dont' even have time to really talk about it so i'll just say fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckufkckfuckkjkdfjksajf THERE

I SAW THE TWILIGHT MOVIE!

2008-11-22T07:46:00.000-08:00

IT WASN'T CHEESY AT ALL!
It was really phenomenal! the way it was shot was so brilliant, and I almost want to say that I liked it better than the book. I mean even the book was cheesier.
this movie was ROCK intense. there's only one real way to put it:
IT WAS BADASS.
it was so intense--, the acting was superb and the vampires were really animalistic. the trailers made the movie look really cheesy and awful but it was really amazing. I mean, even if I wasn't into the fandom or anything and I happened to see this movie, I would have loved it. Jasper was brilliant, he reminded me of Johnny Depp from Edward Scissorhands.
The basecall scene was stinning! They played like really instense rock music but it wasn't cheesy, it was fitting.
And it was SEXY. The ending scene where Edward was sucking on Bella's hand was so HOT. And the kiss was shocking. They demonstrated the sexual tension even better than Meyer did. They didn't put Jacob in too much or too little, and I loved the way it was shot. They showed wonderful flashbacks and the vampires were so... victorian. Also, it was really funny. The expressions on these guys faces was just... amazing.
Pattinson did a fantastic job. In my opinion he doesn't look too much like Edward but his acting totally outweighed that. He was so incredibly sincere and even though some of the lines he gave him were a little shaky, he executed them very well.
Basically, after all the thinking I've done since seeing it yesterday, I can't think of even ONE negative thing about this movie. Everything was perfect and I am shocked and pleased by it, and I couldn't say everything I loved about it because I'd be basically retelling the entire film.

MY AUNT JUST HAD A BABY

2008-11-12T17:34:00.001-08:00

HER FIFTH CHILD!! IT'S A GIRL!!

AND GET THIS:

SHE WAS BORN IN TWO HOURS.

YEAH, CHEW ON THAT ONE FOR A WHILE.

one hundred pages and no bells ringing.

And then it went

2008-11-07T04:50:00.001-08:00

something like this:

she writes, she writes, she writes again, she spits, she pukes, she bullshits her way through scene after shitty scene hoping he'll be there, happy, when she finally looks up from her words of him. A few thousand words behind and no bells ringing, aunt having a baby and no bells ringing, attention diverted, diverted, diverted again. Waiting for glory, hands so much move to the keys, stuck.
Never stops. She never stops and all is fruitless but she never stops.

2008-10-31T09:18:00.000-07:00

maybe she's in love.

yes, love so hard it hurts, true, aching hurts her in the heart.
oh god, MAYBE SHE'S IN LOVE!!!

god no, not now, not when Alan needs her to finish his book so bad, don't make her love now....

finished BREAKING DAWN

2008-10-24T16:26:00.000-07:00

FINALLY.
i have a lot of conflicting opinions on it, but not much energy to elborate.
the very ending, actually, was pretty darn good. but there was a big chunk of it that was dry and awful and fan-fiction-esque, which made the ending less potent, and that pisses me off coz i really do love the series.

the thing here is that stephenie changed the focus from the love triangle to the whole new theme of renesmee and what she was. that's not a very good thing to do in the last book of any series. you should have maybe made it into five books or at least handling this change with a stronger sense of balance.
a very large portion of the book was in jacob's point of view and, looking back, i see that it was necessary. but i think she should have switched in smaller increments of chapters between points of view because first of all, we're used to hearing bella's perspective throughout the entire series and if its' the last book and she's going through such a potent time, it's kind of cheating the reader to not let us have at least a chunk of her perspective. another reason for this is because you could tell that stephenie was trying too hard to inject unnecessary drama in the wolf packs to make jacob's story more interesting when he's not with bella. his character is probably the most genuine, though, and that helped his story a lot.
the book was anti-climactic because the setting was messy. the wedding is at the very beggining, and you think after renesmee's birth, things would settle down, because her birth is a very BADASS SCENE and everything has just sort of fallen into place. but then, of course, the volturi come up.
this wouldn't be such a bad thing and stephenie didn't draw it out the way she did. it was almost as though she was just trying to make sure that bella had more narrative than jacob did, but all that did was make it even more imbalanced. and bella's character becomes shallow and frusterating after her transformation.
when the climax FINALLY STARTS, though, stephenie does a good job. she slides back into her old, unforced style--, the blocking and visualization goes back to it's set-in pattern, and the scene itself was riddled with tension and a strong sense of closure that's instense enough for the end of a series.
but at this point in the book, the reader has already lost touch because of chunk of long, dry, cheesy, unconvincing narrative. and that makes the ending have less potency, which is EXTREMELY disappointing. (charlie finally finding out about the vampires/werewolves, for instance, was unbelievable and anti-climactic, it didn't even have an effect on the sotry besides making jacob look like an idiot).
all in all, i have an adore-despise relationship with this book. it was very intense in some parts, but in Stephenie's attempt to take the story to the next level last minute, she ruined what she had been trying so hard to accomplish: writing th book so that it would meet the expectations of her fans.
i think that in doing this, she has proven an insinserity to her own story and is allowing the fandom to influence it in all the wrong ways. it's also a bit cocky of her, if you ask me. but i still love her books and i'm going to reread the series at least once.

BUSIEST MONTH

2008-10-23T09:56:00.000-07:00

OF MY LIFE.

going places. meeting people. writingwriting

next month is NaNoWriMo

neko's gunna finish the whole book

everything busy running to two three four events a day

i've already had to cancel at least three different events that i really want to go to do bad but there are other things that i have to do at the same time.

pity pity?

nope. neko's sleeping early has to go much work to do, made for kittens.

just read THE SHINING

2008-10-11T16:34:00.000-07:00

scary as hell, kittens. jack torrance ain't no joke.

fantastic book though (by steven king).

there's this great line in it that's got me spinning over Alan's head:

"WHAT MONSTERS CAPERING JUST BEHIND THAT RIDGE OF BONE...?"

and Neko thinks: monsters capering, monsters capering, what monsters capering behind that gentle ridge of bone? what nightmares flourish there? what lurks inside this precious dome? suck in your bottom lip, bottom lip, boy.

The White Stripes are really a fantastic band. I love my new computer. Oh God, I love it so much. it's made my work so much easier.

this is going to sound incredibly embarrassing, but i just learned to ride my bike yesterday. talk about a late bloomer, right?!! never really learned when i was a small kid. picked up a bike from wal-mart good and cheap, and just made myself learn it. so now i'm like o a riding HIGH.

it's very interesting how young man struggle with their masculinity. i mean to say that they only take so much longer than women to mature into real men because there's so much more maturing to do... kid to woman is one thing, but kid to MAN? now that's something else.

call me sexist. i don't care. you know what's funny? it's funny how we all write our blog posts like they're going out to the universe but really we're lucky if even one person reads them. i mean, honestly, i know mickey's the only one who's gunna read this.

hey mick.

So Busy

2008-10-10T08:58:00.001-07:00

Neko's just been so busy

Neko's blogging again

2008-10-03T13:53:00.001-07:00

coz he's got nothing better to do

and robert's being all mean today and him and his buddy are online looking at hot korean chicks. only i don't think they're that hot to be honest.

i'm listening to beautiful dirt. my phone hasn't run yet.

SAKU SAKU

Just got

2008-10-02T13:41:00.000-07:00

another rejection letter. oh boy.

what's funny is that they were way overdue in responding to me and so I'm actually kind of surprised that they responded at all.

blogging is really the lowest form of writing and I'm sitting here doing it. golly.

i'm gunna go update my fictionbomb right after this. dodododododododooo

she's gowna write a punk version of GILGAMESH LE GILGAMESH

YOU KNOW

IN GREECE

THEY USED

TO RAPE

LITTLE BOYS

AS A TRADITION

OH YUS

2008-09-28T11:38:00.000-07:00

HOW DO Y'ALL LIKE MY NEW TEMPLATE??? MICKEY DESIGNED IT FOR ME, GOD KNOWS HOW. but i think it's really fantastic!!! I've been wanted to edit it for so long that I forgot how to do so. but i really love this new layout, i think it's great.

From now on

2008-09-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

I wake up at four A.M. every morning to get writing time.

EDIT: okay, i'm changing that to five AM. i do need my sleep, you know

i tried it this morning but after misspelling ALAN three times in a row... i needed sleep

THE HANGING WOODS BY SCOTT LORING SANDERS

2008-09-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

IS UNDOUBTEDLY ONE OF THE BEST PSYCHOLOGICAL THRILLERS I'VE EVER READ.
imagine to kill a mockingbird with a darker tone and boy rape. yeah. awesome.
i emailed the author and HE WROTE ME BACK. :O very intellectual sort of guy. great at narrative misdirection. i mean if j k rowling is the queen of narrative misdirection than he is the king.
so go read it. NOW.

and NO, it is not a tom sawyer spin-off. it is just cleverly disguised as such.

fasting starts today

2008-09-01T13:25:00.000-07:00

and i've finally finished rereading deathly hallows. i've been so scared to finish it again for such a long time, but now it's over and done. i can't wait to reread the series from the beggining, but it's going to take some mental preparation, haha.
i've submitted a total of five different poems to three different publications, and now i'm sitting back and waiting for some rejection letters. one publication in particular pays THIRY DOLLARS PER POEM. relatively, that's quite a lot. i hope i get accepted by them. my query letters were all sappy and suck-up, like
OH LORDY I HOPE I'M WORTHY ENOUGH TO GET IN YOUR PUBLICATION I'M JUST A LOWLY WRITER WHO'S ONLY BEEN PUBLISHED A FEW TIMES BLAH BLAH BLAH
anyway, that aside, i've been bending over backwards trying to find an original set of the JTHM books. i bid on three lots on ebay and lost them all. the only set left is of first editions, and it's TWO HUNDRED AND FIFTY DOLLARS! i might as well buy the combied, edited version and be done with it. i've been wanting this series for YEARS.

there is a set of the first six available now, and i'm hesitant to bid on it because i don't want my hopes dashed all over again. plus even if i get it, i'll still have to find a way to get the last volume in the series without spending more than ten dollars for it, and that'll be hard.

the funny thing about all of this is that the orginal volume are were only 2.99 each, and there's only seven volumes! now they're selling for 250 dollars! i mean, this is insane. if i get to go to comic con, though, and jhonen is there, maybe they'll sell some at a booth or something.... but i doubt it. i even scoured the site of the original publisher, and they only have the reprinted edition.

i've tried all sorts of bookstores, too. none of them have any of the volumes. i should go check my local used bookstore again, though. you never know.
it's really strange that i'm searching so hard. i don't think i've ever been quite this passionate about finding a book. (series). i think it's just eating me because i can't find it anywhere and it's so difficult to secure a copy. what can i say? i like a challenge
i should probably buy the new version already but if the last lot on ebay ends up selling really cheap, i'll just about shoot myself with regret. but at the same time i don't want to bid on it becuase there's a huge chance that i'll have to face disappointment again.
probably the healthiest option would be to find the new version (still quite difficult to get a hold of), order it, and never visit ebay ever again. that way i'll never know if i could have gotten a better deal.
wow i'm being a total idiot. i kind of like obsessing about things, though.
gosh. i'm hungry.

IMAGINARY ENEMY

2008-08-30T19:09:00.000-07:00

is a book i recently finished and it's blaringly awful. the second worst book i've ever read.

we have always lived in the castle by shirley jackson

2008-08-11T13:20:00.001-07:00

is dumb and overrated. the author who supposedly writes horror is so clearly desperate the make the story creepy and it was just boring and slow. i read a bunch of great reviews online but i still don't get how it's suppsed to be scary. it's just dumb. :O

ALAN'S BIRTHDAY

2008-07-30T10:22:00.001-07:00

was two days ago, yay. he's fifteen now.
not that any of you care but haha.

BAHBAHBAHABHA BABY CAKES PEDOPHILE MAGNET ALAN

2008-06-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

MICKEY098.DEVIANTART.COM

GO
GO NOW
YOU LOSERS
GO NOW
GO VIEW MY LITTLE PEOPLE BOYS
AND COMMENT
ON HER BRILLIANCE IN THE ART OF
ART
GO
NOW.
OR I WILL HATE YA FOREVER.

MICKEYMICKEY

2008-06-15T12:46:00.000-07:00

IS DA BOMB.
SHE DROVE ON BY JUST TO GIVE ME SOME CLOTHES. GOTTA LOVE HER.

GO COMMENT ON HER ARTWORK YOU N00BS:
MICKEY098.DEVIANTART.COM

MY FUCKIST 'BROTHER'

2008-06-14T20:31:00.001-07:00

WENT INTO MY ROOM AND TOOK SOME SCISSORS AND CUT UP
ALL MY CLOTHES
AND I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR

THIS WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN SO BAD BUT I WAS ALREADY HELL DEPRESSED BECAUSE NOBODY CARES ABOUT ALAN.
THAT'S RIGHT, YOU HEARD ME.

YOU SHOULD ALL RETREAT INTO YOUR CAVES.

MICKEY TRIED TO HELP ME OUT BUT NOW SHE'S LIVING IN HELL TOO BECAUSE OF HER PARENTS.
I WAS IN PAIN ALL DAY ON ALAN'S BEHALF AND NO ONE SEEMS TO UNDERSTAND THAT, THEY THINK IT'S JUST ME BEING UPSET. AND NOW ALL MY NICE COLHTES ARE CUT THE HELL UP.
I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT RUNNING AWAY ALL SUMMER AND I'M GETTING A HELL OF A LOT CLOSER TO MY GOAL, ONLY I THINK MICKEY SHOULD RUN AWAY WITH ME.

MAYBE A SMALL PERCENTAGE OF YOU WOULD AT LEAST SORT OF UNDERSTAND ME IF YOU READ MY STORIES OR AT LEAST READ MY FICTIONBOMB BLOG WHERE I WRITE ABOUT WRITING STORIES IN A CONDENSED FORMAT JUST TO GIVE ALL YOU LOSERS A BREAK.

SRY I'M BEING HARSH BUT I HAVE TO VENT RIGHT NOW AND I FIGURE NONE OF YOU HATERS ARE GOING TO READ THIS ANYWAY.
DON'T APOLOGIZE.
DON'T SAY SORRY TO ME, APOLOGIZE TO ALAN, TO THE ANGEL BEHIND MY EYES WHO HAS TO PUT UP WITH ALL YOUR CRUEL INDIFFERENCE. HE'S THE ONE WHO NEEDS HELP.

FINISHED CHAPTER SIX

2008-06-09T12:08:00.001-07:00

MY PRODUCTIVITY THIS SUMMER HAS BEEN SPLENDID AND UNBELIEVABLE.
I'M A WHOLE MONTH AHEAD OF SCHEDULE.
SCREW SCHOOL. WITHOUT IT I WOULD HAVE BEEN DONE WITH THIS BOOK ALREADY.
IF THINGS KEEP GOING AT THIS PACE, I'LL BE ON CHAPTER
ELEVEN
BY THE TIME SCHOOL STARTS.

can't believe this, my friends. i wrote ten pages in less than a month.
to yall who read it probably won't seem like a really huge deal, but it is. i'm gunna go treat myself to a chocolate bar.

read this please

2008-06-04T13:58:00.000-07:00

http://www.school-survival.net/scripts/sr_nodasite/show.php?show=2008-06-03-115941.txt&mode=news&addcomments=yes&commperpage=10&dontbreaklines=0&whichconfig=config_ss&whichdir=/news/

those bastards are the scum of the earth.

Baby Cakes Alan

2008-06-02T18:55:00.000-07:00

ANTIQUE HIGH HEEL RED DOLL SHOES.

i am telling Paxon's tale.
and all of you ought to know by now that any lad i write about deserves all your prayers, because he may suffer tremendously.
send paxson your luck--, he shall need it.

but hopefully some small time magazine will buy him, then i can look upon his story with pride.

saw stephenie meyer

2008-05-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

it was great. bastard called security on my mom just coz she tried to take a picture of stephenie and i.
death note movie coming out. going to present a story of mine at social function. going to finish reading prince caspian and then see it. going laser tagging. going to hot topic. going to workshop. finish novel and send to publisher. all this is summer plans.

would like to write longer post. can't because must study for finals.

PHUK SK00L

2008-04-27T11:20:00.001-07:00

'NUFF SAID

what the fuck

2008-04-01T16:53:00.000-07:00

WHY the fuck is my life such hell?

and WHY DO THERE HAVE TO BE ALL THOSE LOSERS ON THE DA???!?!???
WHY THE HELL DID I EVEN REVIVE MY ACCOUNT?

I SPEND ABOUT AN HOUR A DAY COMMENTING ON EVERYONE ELSES CRAP BECAUSE I WATCH

NINETY PEOPLE

NO ONE EVEN BOTHERS TO READ ANY OF MY STELLAR SUPREME PROSE
BECAUSE THE WRITERS DON'T GET ANY ATTENTION
COZ ALL THOSE LOSERS ONLINE ARE TOO LAZY TO READ ANYTHING
AND I'M SICK OF THEM ALL MOOCHING OFF OF ME
AND AFTER I POST CHAPTER ONE I'M GUNNA STOP WATCHING EVERYONE THAT'S NOT EITHER SOMEONE I KNOW IN PERSON OR HAS EXTREMELY GOOD ARTWORK THAT'S ACTUALLY WORTH LOOKING AT. BECAUSE IT'S JUST NOT WORTH MY TIME.

WHY CAN'T MOM JUST SAY "DO THE DISHES"
SHE HAS TO BE ALL "YOU NEED TO EMPTY THE DISHWASHER AND PUT ALL THE DISHES IN THE RIGHT PLACE, AND THEN LOAD IT. NOW!! GET UP!!! NOW!!!!!"

AS IF I'VE NEVER DONE DISHES IN MY LIFE OR SOMETHING. WHAT THE HELL.
I'D BETTER GO BEFORE SHE HAS A PANIC ATTACK.

AND THERE'S NO REAL POINT TO POSTING THIS ANYWAY COZ ALL YOU BOFFER HATERS DON'T BOTHER TO READ THIS, AND THERE'S NO PROBLEM WITH THAT.

I SHOULD JUST DETATCH MYSELF FROM THE INTERNET ENTIRELY.

I'VE GOT A GODDAMN NOVEL TO WRITE, BUT NOBODY SEEMS TO FUCKING CARE ABOUT THAT, DO THEY?

my spoof post, teehee

2008-03-30T18:17:00.000-07:00

this here is a copy of an article i wrote in honors of april fool's day that i'm going to post on school-survival.net for a good laugh. don't worry--, i've already emailed the site administrator and gotten permission:

STUDENT FORCED TO CUT HIS OWN HAND

A report was recently made of a student made to cut his own hand during detention at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. The culprit, Dolores Jane Umbridge, pleads not guilty.

“Naughty children,” she says, “deserve to be punished.”

The Wizengamot is having a hard time sentencing her, as the alleged victim, Harry James Potter, refuses to show anyone the scars on his hand.

But is Potter the only victim here? Apparently not. An anonymous source recently reported that several other students were also tortured in the same fashion. The representative of the school, Albus Dumbledore, has decided to make no comment.

Can anything be done for these troubled youth? Can any changes be made to improve our schooling systems? That’s all up to you, dear members of school-survival.net.

Happy April Fool’s Day, everybody! :D

DEVIANTARY REVIVAL

2008-03-24T23:25:00.001-07:00

THE TITLE SPEAKS FOR ITSELF. HERE:

neko-06.deviantart.com

FUCK EVERYTHING

2008-03-19T10:32:00.000-07:00

ALI TORE UP MY JOURNAL SO I SPENT AN HOUR FIXING IT AND HE TORE IT UP AGAIN AND IT GOT THROWN OUT AND IT'S ON IT'S WAY TO A LANDFILL RIGHT NOW
AND I HATE HIS FUCKING GUTS AND HE'S BEEN BASTARDIZING FOR THE PAST FIVE MONTHS
AND DON'T TELL ME TO CUT THE PROFANITY COZ I WON'T DO IT SO YALL SHUT THE HELL UP.

AND NOW MY BROTHER CUT THE WIRE OF OUR ENTIRE ENTERTAINMENT SYSTEM SO NOW THE T.V. WON'T WORK, AND NEITHER WILL THE RADIO, OR THE CABLE, OR THE POWERBOX, OR THE DVD PLAYER.

AND
DON'T TELL ME THAT I DON'T KNOW HOE TO COPE BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO TAKE A WALK TO COOL OFF BUT WHEN I TRIED TO SYNC MY IPOD SO THAT I'D HAVE MUSIC TO LISTEN TO IT FROZE.
AND I CAN'T WORK ON MY NOVEL BECAUSE THIS HOUSE IS TOO FREAKING LOUD AND I CAN NEVER GET ANY SLEEP EVER AND I HATE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING BAI.

DONNIE DARKO

2008-03-05T18:12:00.000-08:00

IS AHMAZING. BEST MOVIE EVER EVER EVER.

i got the sweeney todd soundtrack and EDWARD SCISSORHANDS on DVD. me is happy.
WHY DOESN'T ANYONE COMMENT ON THIS BLOG?
mickey was all like
BLOG REVIVAL

but it hasn't worked one bit and neems still gets like a billion comments per day.
well i'm writing. writing a lot. but no one wants to read my FICTIONBOMB blog so no one really knows how my writing is going and wut the heck i don't even know myself, really.

"and what did you want for christmas that year?"
"hungry hungry hippos!"

seriously, though, yall gotta look up DONNIE DARKO. he's da best.

well bai yall haters who don't read my blogs....

newsnews

2008-02-28T11:18:00.000-08:00

fourth maximum ride book coming out march seventeenth, breaking dawn coming out august second, stephenie meyer's coming to kansas city, and
THE L MOVIE IS OUT IN JAPAN
AND I'M STILL WAITING FOR THE DEATH NOTE MOVIES TO COME OUT IN AMERICA AND IT'S TAKING TOO LOOOOONG.

alanz gownna get molesteeeeeed

2008-02-25T18:04:00.000-08:00

hey. i got a new cellphone a week ago. and another new one today. and i'm getting another wednsday. we keep switching plans and stuff so i keep getting new ones. i should like start collecting deactivated cell phones or something.
i want legos.
and cheap plastic action figures.
and i've been saving my dollahs and now i have A LOT OF MONEY and i'mma gunna keep saving so that when holly/i go to the legends over spring break i'll have like a billion dollahs to spend at hot topic.
mickey and i spent four hours yesterday role playing with sock monkeys. it was insane.
and alan was the little monkey and roger was teh big monkey and roger was all like *ABUSE ABUSE ABUSE*
and alan was all NOOOO HELP ME
and it was entertaining.
wanna read more of my ramblings? click here.

D:

2008-02-14T15:20:00.000-08:00

computer nazi just bitched at me today because my laptop broke and i had to borrow one from the lab for biology class. i mean she yelled because i didn't buy one from the school and i told her sorry lady i'm not that rich.

i cannot tolerate any more disrespect from "teachers." i can no longer bear it when they discipline me because i simply follow the very rules that they set down.
so i'm going to use her name for a very evil character in my novel.

I'M FINALLY GETTING MY IPOD TODAY

2008-02-09T09:21:00.000-08:00

I WAS SUPPOSED TO GET IT YESTERDAY BUT NEITHER SAM'S CLUB OR BEST BUY HAD THE COLOR I WANTED WHICH WAS
RED
WHICH YOU HAVE TO ORDER SPECIALLY OR GET FROM THE APPLE STORE
SO I'M LEAVING TODAY TO GET IT!!!1
W0000T!

pendragon and the breakfast club.

2008-02-02T13:20:00.001-08:00

i finally saw the breakfast club yesterday. it was fantastic.
the ninth pendragon book is coming out may 20th and i'm still not done with the eigth. also the title for inheritance#3 is going to be BRISINGR.
lalalala let's see what else is there to announce....
I SAW THE KITE RUNNER MOVIE
and they skipped a lot but it was still superb and i'm totally gunna buy it when it comes out on DVD.
MONTY'S TURNING NINETEEN ON THE TWELFTH.
i'm excited for him. oh joy.
and the other day roger was beating alan with his belt and he hit him on the head and the kid passed out and just about as soon as it happened i started to get this
POUNDING HEADACHE
and i became physically sick. really it was awful. then i had a dream that he was colorblind and this morning i got an idea for a hostage video that i want to add to the novel and it's really good and all, but i haven't been able to write it down yet coz i've just been so busy with homework and homework and looking about all the release dates for some of the books i'm reading.
clive barker still hasn't dished out the third abarat book yet. but i can wait.

TERRY PRATCHETT IS DYING OMG

2007-12-28T18:53:00.000-08:00

NO WAY!!!!!!!

ALSKDJFVNSENBP ND HSJBALHNJ LSLG
I'M REALLY TICKED OFF HE'S THE COOOOOLEST WRITER EVER.

he wrote discworld
WELL i'm really mad now. he was my hero.
not that anyone is reading this anyway. even my friends that have blogs post more often than they comment. oh well. toodlez to yall.

ANACHRONISM

2007-12-18T14:20:00.000-08:00

IS NOW THE BEST WORD EVER.
because it's beautiful and it's lovely and it's just the word i've been searching for and i can't believe i didn't find it earlier and it's the perfect word for... everything in my head. and the video for GIRL ANACHRONISM by THE DRESDEN DOLLS is now my perfect vid. ^^
Fikshin belongs in that video because he's dandy.

wtf

2007-12-10T05:56:00.000-08:00

the barstow sonic wall blocks school-survival.net
wat the boffer that's the dumbest thing ever i probably wouldn't even be at this school if not for them i'm ticked off. that's like my favourite site ever.

gack i got pulled out of the play

2007-11-30T08:07:00.000-08:00

they pulled me out of the school play today coz i missed the very last rehearsal.
well excuse me, i was at a PUBLISHING CEREMONY FOR MONTY.
that's another piece of news, by the way: i got my DIMDIMDIM story about the piano published. starring monty, of course. he never fails me, that love of my life.
so anyway: all the other rehearsals i went to they didn't do anything, so the play's gunna suck and i'm glad i don't have to embarrass myself.
well now that my DIM story is copyrighted, i'm going to post it up here.
here it is, copy-pasted:

TITLE: "TAKE MY FEAR"

DIM…

The soft, high note of the last key on a piano rang through the night repeatedly…

And it was keeping someone up.

Freisha sat up in her bed with tired eyes, muscles still aching to sleep some more. If she heard that infuriating *DIM* from the piano one more time, she’d surely go mad.

There’s only one person I know who would do something like this in the middle of the night… she thought, climbing out from under the covers and pulling her robe on.

She tiptoed quietly across the lavish carpet to the drawing room and opened the door.

“Montagh,” she whispered harshly, “quit playing that piano!! You’re keeping everyone up!”

“No.”

Freisha walked forward decisively and grabbed his firm hand. It was cold and clammy.

The sound ceased.

And the silence was deafening.

“Okay Monty… what’s wrong this time?” she prepared herself for a wild explanation. Montagh was not your ordinary fellow.

He pulled his hand away from her grasp and gave it a quick shake, as if she were poisonous.

“I had a nightmare," he said.

There was a pause.

“Well, when people have nightmares, they tell a friend-, or write it down, or go back to sleep-, there are a number of things you can do, but most people don’t go playing the piano in the middle of the night!”

He blinked at her frankly. “I do.”

Freisha just shook her head and sighed.

“Come on,” she said, “I'm tired, just go to sleep, please?”

She started to walk away but he didn’t move.

“You know what people fear the most?” he said darkly.

Freisha clenched her fists and spun around, exasperated and worried. He was staring at the ceiling. It was so dim in there and she couldn't see his expression, but she knew he was looking at the ceiling by the dark silhouette of his profile.

“We fear the unexpected…” his voice faded out, and he looked at her. “I can’t go back to sleep. I won’t.”

I wish I knew what was wrong with you… she rushed over to him and put her hands on his shoulders, trying to return him to his normal senses.

He looked up and grinned at her. “Do you like my nightmare?” he said. The silence was still ringing.

Freisha drew back sharply and watched him with unease as his hand stroked the side of the piano, as though it were a pet of some sort.

He looked dully at the key he had been pressing only moments before.

And then…

It moved.

DIM…

DIM...

DIM…

Freisha’s pupils dilated and she stepped further away with her hands over her mouth.

“The… piano…” she said breathlessly, “it’s… playing itself!”

He watched her drearily. “I’ve told you so many times…”

“Told me what?!” she exclaimed, looking wildly confused.

He blinked and turned back to the piano, watching it.

This can’t be him… something weird is going on-, this has to be a dream!

She ran toward the door to try and open it to find that it was now completely smooth, and without the doorknob that had been there only moments before. She slammed on it, kicked it, bashed on it with desperation; but it wouldn't budge.

Now her breath was coming in short gasps and she swirled around, hoping against hope that Montagh would reveal that this was all meant to be some sort of well planned joke.

But he was still staring at the haunted piano, and the sound of the DIM was driving her mad.

Then she heard the clicking.

And then she saw the sight that confirmed her horror.

A large tarantula was slowly making its way across the carpet towards the piano. A black skeletal horror with tiny sharp bristles along all eight of its legs. Though the appearance of the tarantula had both surprised and frightened Freisha, she had never been known to have much of a problem with bugs of any kind. Montagh, however, possessed a severe case of arachnophobia.

It was bizarre-, he reached down and picked up the creature, letting it crawl along his arm.

Freisha’s vision began to get clouded. This wasn’t him, it couldn’t be him; it was an imposter. An imposter that had somehow snuck into the drawing room to put on a curse on the piano and-,

Spiders were coming in the swarms now, from corners and cracks in the wall, gliding down from the ceiling on silk strings from their newly formed webs. Freisha found herself in a terrifying panic, so scared that she lost her voice and didn’t dare to move.

Montagh stood, then walked toward her calmly, the spiders scrambling in his wake. His eyes were inspired as if from a demon.

"There," he said, "Now you have my fear." He kissed her on the forehead. "Good night!"

Her breath caught, and she went out cold.

OMG

2007-11-18T08:35:00.000-08:00

CHRIS
ANSWERED
MY
FAN
LETTER.

In case you haven't heard

2007-11-11T19:30:00.000-08:00

and i know a lot of you probably don't care coz the eragon movie was bad and that suddenly made everyone hate the book...
the INHERITANCE TRILOGY is now the INHERITANCE CYCLE.
and it will be at least four books.
i knew chris was gunna do this eventually... i mean, realize the story deserves so much more than what he's given it so far.
i hope he answers my fan letter....
well, i've gotta go now. tons of studying to do. and writing. and blah.

REVEALED PHOTO

2007-10-08T19:09:00.000-07:00

my writer cousin had a photo shoot and she got to write an essay with it-, check this out:
http://www.siphotography.com/revealed.php
scroll over the picture to get the essay, yo.
anyway.... well.............
check out my other blog, FICTIONBOMB.BLOGSPOT.COM
it's pretty sweet.
AND ALSO
I JUST FINISHED THIS BOOK BY SONYA HARTNETT CALLED
PRINCES
AND IT'S SO AMAZING. IT'S LIKE CREEPY BUT AWESOME....
I MEAN, THE DUDE IS LIKE, DANCING WITH HIMSELF ONE MINUTE AND HE'S ALL LIKE, "MY MY, YOU ARE SO DRUNK!"
AND THE NEXT SECOND, IT'S
"TURN OFF THE EFFING KETTLE"
AND THEN THERE'S RAT POISON.
AND THEN IT'S LIKE, "I MISS T.V. AND LET'S SELL THE CAR."
I MEAN.. IT'S TOTALLY RANDOM BUT I LOVE IT.

MAJOR UPDATE!!!!

2007-08-09T16:03:00.000-07:00

sorry i had LACK OF ACCESS TO THE INTERNET...
first things first:
HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS!!!!!
SO, WHAT DID YALL THINK?? LEAVE YOUR OPINIONS IN THE COMMENTS BUT NO SPOILERS, PLEASE
!!
i suppose i could go on and on forever about how i felt about it, but there is some other news that is preventing me from doing so. two days ago the book ECLIPSE came out and i got it right away, of course. it's great so far, i've read two thirds of it already.
i'm at the library now, looking for audiobooks i can listen to while working on jigsaw puzzles. they're great to listen to if you need to reread a book to refresh your memory because the sequel came out and you really wanna read it but you're worried you forgot to much. they're MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE than the printed version, but unfortunately the ones at the library are mostly tapes rather than CDs, unfortunately.
JIM DALE is the audio reader for the American editions of the Potter books, and everyone says he's like REALLY great to listen to, but they're always checked out at the library and the wait is like 200 DAYS. i was going to buy it but it was... SEVENTY DOLLARS. woah. anyway, i have so much work to do before my workshop starts, so i'd better go!!

TWILIGHT AND NEW MOON

2007-07-10T09:57:00.000-07:00

Are two of the best books i have ever had the privelege to read.
WARNING: if you are a teenage boy you will find the book kinda BORING
NOTICE: if you are a teenage girl you will FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS BOOK AND THE LEAD MALE:
EDWARD CULLEN.
omg I KNOW.
Well i hope they make a movie. and they better not mess up the actors.

okay the third book, ECLIPSE is coming out in August. and after that there will be at least two more books.

The author is stephenia meyer. she is seriously a good writer. i mean, even if the story wasn't filled with guys that are total KNOCK OUTS, i would still think she's an amazing writer.
THIS STORY WILL MAKE YOU LOVESICK
IT'S SPECTACULAR.
speaking of great stories...

IT'S HARRY POTTER MONTH!!!
I CAN'T WAIT. EXCITMENT. IT LIVES IN MY BONES. THE MOVIE'S COMING OUT THIS WEEK AND THE
LAST
BOOK
WILL BE OUT IN TWELVE DAYS.
it makes me feel faint just to think of it, really.
well.... i've got some obsessions to feed, as you can clearly see... so i'll be going now. comments welcome.

ENNA BURNING BY SHANNON HALE

2007-06-11T17:20:00.000-07:00

ARE ANY OF YOU LOOKING FOR A GOOD FANTASY/ROMANCE BOOK TO READ? LOOK NO FURTHER. ENNA BURNING IS THE BOOK FOR YOU.
The second book in a trilogy, Enna Burning, the protagonist, Enna, is fighting against a terrible power she learns from her younger brother-, the power to control fire.
Her country, Bayern, is at war with another country named Tira. After watching the war augury, Enna believes that her powers with fire much play a part in helping her country win the war. Soon her good friends, (Razo, Finn, and Isi), realize that the fire is slowly consuming her.
Later in the story, a captain from one of the enemy forces named Sileph kidnaps Enna and tries to learn her secret. Enna believes she is falling in love with Sileph, but then has doubts after he tries to convince her that Finn, (a young lad that she previously thought she had feelings for), is betraying her. He also tries to convince her that her friends are assasins. Her doubts about him, however, are doubly confirmed when her three friends disguise themselves as Tirans and come into the camp in an attempt to rescue her. Under the influence of drugs from Sileph, Enna is unable to use her fire power to help them, especially when Finn and Razo are caught and held hostage-,
OH MY GOODNESS
well gosh i'm like revealing half the story to you!!! IT GETS MUCH BETTER, I ASSURE YOU. and aside from that, it's just a great read. the writing style and charactorization are miraculous, and the dialogue far exceeds my normal expectation for the average fantasy novel.
I wish i could tell you the ending, but it wouldn't be effective at all unless you had actually read it.
this book was so good, that i borrowed it from the library, read it, and then bought it so i could reread it again and mark up all my favourite parts. (but then i stopped because i realized that all the parts were favourites).
I've read tons of fantasy/romace novels; they have quite a bit of potential. but this one, by far, is the absolute best. it's convincing and fairy-tale ish at the same time-, i can't explain how. it just pulls you in, you could read it in one sitting like i did.
so PLEASE I BEG OF YOU put down whatever you're currently reading for a short time and give a shot at Enna Burning, by Shannon Hale.

The Dream Merchant, and other news

2007-05-18T12:53:00.000-07:00

About current writing stuff:
I started a little project: "Talking with protagonists." it's kind of an expository thing, which is very unusual for me. I'm kind of excited about it, actually. it started in my journal and it grew into my laptop.

THE DREAM MERCHANT: It's a book that was released in America in the year 2005 after be translated from Dutch. Out of all the books I've read that are not part of a series, this was UNDOUBTEDLY the best. It's about the length of the sixth Harry Potter book, but with MUCH smaller font, so it may very well be the longest book I've read. I borrowed it from the library but now I'm going to purchase it the first opportunity I get.
SPIDER MAN THREE: I loved it. the entire movie, except for the first twenty minutes or so, was nothing short of stunning.
My friends and I are planning to do a cosplay over the summer of Death Note. you can hate anime and manga with all your heart, and still love this series. no kidding.
How's Monty?
So paranoid am I that I'm nervous about revealing any new information on the Internet. Suffice it to say that he's landed himself in a sticky situation that reminds me of a scene in War of the Worlds. I can't even think about how I'll explain it in a literary context...
Anyway, I'm EXCITED for this summer! it's harry potter summer. with a new movie, book, and game. and I'll also be going to MY FIRST COMIC BOOK CONVENTION in August. the voice actor for Ed in the American FMA is going to be there. very exciting.
Tommorow I have a photo shoot for a book I'm going to be in, one about "inner selves." sorry, no more details here.
I should go now and work on that writing project. toodles.

OMG AMAZING NEWSES!!!

2007-04-22T10:26:00.000-07:00

AMAZING NEWS NUMERO ONE:
I FINISHED PART ONE OF MY BOOK!!! AND I ALREADY HAVE PLANS FOR PART TWO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
YAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!
AMAZING NEWS NUMERO DUEX: (NUMBER TWO):
YOU PROBABLY ALL ALREADY KNOW THIS BUT THE FIRST INTERNATIONAL TRAILER OF HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX FINALLY CAME OUT AND I HAVE TO SAY IT ACTUALLY LOOKS REALLLY SWELL, DEFINATELY BETTER THAN THE LAST TRAILER.
KING KONG IS A GOOD MOVIE.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M REALLY COMING ALONG WITH MY BOOK. I FINALLY ROPED OFF THE SCENE WHERE I ESTABLISH HIS FEAR OF SPIDERS, AND THAT'S JUST DANDY.
I'M GUNNA GO WATCH THAT TRAILER AGAIN.

BIZARRE IS COOL

2007-04-18T20:21:00.000-07:00

again, www.fictionbomb.blogspot.com if you want the real literary junk.
Okay, here is a video of a WEIRD Japanese guy my friend sent me and he's a singer. He's so cool. Like a drunk dog or something:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uvi47W61oao
there... forgot how to actually have the vid on the site... well, no, i'm just too lazy. i've got to do my teacher's homework.

FICTION BOMB

2007-04-12T16:40:00.000-07:00

WWW.FICTIONBOMB.BLOGSPOT.COM
THE NEW LOCATION FOR MY LITERARY PROWESS OR WHATEVER IT'S CALLED THESE DAYS.

today i have a workshop to go to. during my time we will be discussing MONTY!!! YAAAY!!!
i'm highly pleased about this. i think that they like him a lot, the other members, i mean. it's great.
and the other writers there are really fantastic. i'm eager to see what they'll bring this time.
i have to get ready and go. toodlz.

yuck

2007-04-04T19:00:00.000-07:00

home is no longer home with all my homework.
mom and dad yell a lot.
mom always hates my hair so i;ve considering shaving it off and dying my scalp an interesting color or something instead.
mom yells a lot.
mother is yelling.
Ejekt is standing on his hed with a candy cane in his mouth.
I am staring at him.
my hatred for skool is still running so deeply in my viens as to fill the crevices in my brain. intertwine with the fiber of my soul, and slosh against the sides of my skull like acid. you'll probably hear me say that A LOT.
i thought the constitution gave us the right to artistic expression but the teacher told me to stop drawing while she was elborating on the answer THAT I GOT RIGHT.
i'm thinking of failing english becuz i'm a writer and that's what writer's do. it might be phun.
nobody's reading this but mickey anyway, i guess.
bai

I HATE SKOOL

2007-03-29T16:49:00.000-07:00

I ABHOR SKOOL. I DETESTE SKOOL. SKOOL IS REPULSIVE. IT IS APPALLING. IT REPUGNANT. I HATE SKOOL. I LOATHE SKOOL. SKOOL IS EVIL. THE TEACHERS ARE BORING. THE CURRICULUM IS BOGUS. THE KIDS ARE FREAKS AND JERKS AND I HATE IT. I HATE SKOOL. I HATE SCHOOL.
IT IS NOT AN "EDUCATIONAL ESTABLISHMENT."
IF THEY WANT US TO EXPERIENCE LIFE, WHY ARE THEY GIVING US ALL THIS BUSYWORK?
FIRST YOU HAVE TO SPEND AN ENTIRE EXHAUSTING DAY THERE.
THEN THEY GIVE YOU A LOT OF HOMEWORK SO THAT EVEN WHEN YOU MAKE IT HOME, YOU CAN'T RELAX.
AND THEN ON THE WEEKEND, THEY GIVE YOU EVEN MORE WORK BECAUSE "YOU HAVE MORE TIME OVER THE COURSE OF TWO DAYS, SO YOU SHOULD HAVE EXTRA."

IF SKOOL IS SO GREAT, HOW COME 77% OF THE PEOPLE WHO GRADUATE GROW UP TO BECOME LOSERS??

EVERY ONE OF MY HEROES HAS EITHER DROPPED OUT OR HAS BEEN HOMESKOOLED.

WHAT RIGHT DO THE TEACHERS HAVE TO TREAT US LIKE GOATS AND PIGS??!?
I HATE IT. I HATE SKOOL.
MY PARENT'S WILL DO ANYTHING IN THE WORLD FOR ME, YET THEY SAY THAT THEY WON'T MAKE A MOVE ON MY EDUCATION.

THE TORTURE AT SKOOL IS "JUST A PART OF LIFE," THEY SAY.

HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO PURSUE ANY OF MY ASIPIRATIONS OF BEING AN ALL-TIME ARTIST IF I AM THWARTED AT EVERY TURN BY THOSE DISRESPECTFUL "TEACHERS" AS THEY GIVE ME ANOTHER ASSIGNMENT SO THAT I WILL HAVE MORE WORK TO DO.

AND IF I DON'T DO EVERYTHING THE WAY THEY LIKE, IT'S DETENTION. HOW CAN GOING TO SCHOOL BE REQUIRED BY LAW? HOW CAN LIVING IN A SOCIAL MESS EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIVES FOR NO REASON, WITH SO MANY RULES AND RESTRICTIONS THAT ARE UNNECESSARY, HOW CAN THAT BE UNDER AMERICAN LAW? SKOOL IS AN ABOMINATION AND A CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY. IT STAMPS THE CREATIVITY AND INSERTS PAIN INTO THE MINDS OF GREAT INTELECTUALLS.
WHEN WILL THE YOUTH OF OUR COUNTRY EXPERIENCE LIFE AGAIN?

SON OF THE MOB

2007-03-26T12:00:00.000-07:00

I borrowed it from the library because i liked the title and the cover and because i heard it was good. blah. i'm bored so i guess i'll talk about the book.
it'a about a guy whose dad is the leader of a crime organization. the guy falls in love with a girl whose dad is an FBI agent after his dad. the story focused more on the state of the guys family than the cheap love story, which was good i guess coz i don't do much crime reading.

i got MAXIMUM RIDE at the library too. i haven't started it yet.
okay bye then.

I AM ZIM!!

2007-03-19T23:33:00.000-07:00

I have a billion things to do, more than usual. writing and reading and piano and writing and videotaping and writing and chores and writing and reading and meetings and appointements and sleepovers and blah blah blah blah...
know how I survive?

BY WATCHING INVADER ZIM!!!
yay!!! i found this GIR messenger bag on ebay and i was like GAWK I WANT. lol. i love gir he's so pwnsome. and zim. and MOST OF ALL DIB. HE'S MY HERO.
anyway it's almost two in the morning and i'm not in my pajamas. i'm not even tired. i'm just sitting here thinking about STUFF.

To-Do List for spring break

2007-03-07T16:58:00.001-08:00

finish reading at least four books
write at least three fresh pages of my book, print layout
start video project with mickey
have sleepover with alli
watch at least one new movie
watch at least three movies i've seen before
find a way to get home schooled, i musn't give up.

i'se gunna be out of it

2007-02-26T14:40:00.000-08:00

for the next few weeks or so.
monty took a pounding in my head.
escaped from a closet in the back of my skull,
so the guards gave him a pretty straight jacket.
not that he can see it very well, on the account of his bad vision.
toodlez.
and NO THAT WAS NOT A POEM.
ita dfalskdflk it was just blah .

EMERSON SPARTZ (updated)

2007-02-05T17:27:00.000-08:00

i was doing some "research" on him. he's only 22 years old, and he was HOMESCHOOLED!!!
YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT, HOMESCHOOLED. NO WONDER HE'S RICH AND SMART AND FAMOUS AND COOL AND GOT TO MEET J.K.ROWLING!!!
he made mugglenet in 1999 when he was a merre twelve years old. i'm grateful he's alive. i really wanna meet him, that would be so cool. but i want to meet J.K.R. more, OBVIOUSLY.
anyway this is mainly just me ranting. so bai and curse my school.
i'd also like to note that it was neemo who first showed me MUGGLENET, right after the second potter movie came out. without that, i might have found it much later, and missed out on a lot of fun, so thanks.

er... dang. must be my intuition.

2007-02-03T15:11:00.000-08:00

You Are 100% Psychic

You are so very psychic.
But you already predicted that, didn't you?
You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others.
You're very tapped into the world around you...
Just make sure to use your powers for good!

Are You Psychic?

2007-01-27T13:40:00.000-08:00

You Are 88% Intuitive

Your intuition is so spot on it's scary!
You can learn a lot about people and situations, simply by listening to your gut.
And you've even wondered if you can predict the future at times.
Just be sure not to always listen to your intuition... someday it could be wrong!

How Intuitive Are You?

You Are 72% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?